For a While Pt 2

        

It was past midnight in the Ebon Hawk. Seidra laid on the floor of the refresher, clad in her red and white undergarments.
                
The sobs shook her body as she held a pillow to her chest. She then curled up in a fetal position.

It had been Nine hours since Malak's death and the destruction of the Star Forge.

Little did Carth knew, Seidra had wanted to end her life right after their escape from the Leviathan. Even after he told her he loved her, she still planned to do so.

She remembered back on Lehon.

She, Juhani, and Jolee retuned from the Temple of the Ancients and told the rest of the crew that Bastila had fallen to the and became Malak's Sith Apprentice.

When the Cathar jedi told Carth that Seidra refused Bastila's request to join her, He couldn't be more happier.

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"So...You did it?  You Turned againts Revan once and for all? I knew she wasn't part of you anymore.  I...I knew it!

Seidra was confused."Once and for all?" She asked. "What are you taking about?"

Carth took her by the shoulders and held her close.

"I told you that you would have to make a choice eventually, I think that was it, I can feel it." he replied. "

"And you did exactly what I'd hoped you would. It couldn't have been easy. I'm very proud of you."

Seidra Sadly smiled. "Thank You. I appreciate you support"

"You're Welcome, Sweetheart."  Carth said. "I...I love you.   And I can't wait until all of this is over with."

Then Seidra understood was he was telling her.

"I love you, too." she said.

They leaned closer to each other and shared a kiss.

'....And I know I'm going to miss you, Flyboy.' Seidra thought as tears streamed from her soft blue eyes.

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Then her mind focused back to the present when someone knocked on the door.

"Seidra, are you okay ?" Carth asked. "You've been in there for two and a half hours."

She got up from the floor, still holding the pillow. "I'm fine," She answered. "I'll be out in just a second." She wiped her tears away and walked out. Carth stood outside the refresher waiting for her.

"Sorry I took so long," She said. "If you want to use the refresher, go ahead."

Carth grabed her softly on the shoulder, and then turn her to face him. "What were you doing in there?" He asked. "..And why did you take the pillow in with you?"

Seidra didn't want talk about what happend after she killed Malak.

"Seid, I don't know what you aren't telling me," Carth replied. "But when we landed in the Star Forge, You kissed me before you went out to defeat Malak, I knew something wasn't right at all."

"What do you mean?"  Seidra asked. "You know I would never turn back to the dark side."

"That's not what I mean, I just is I don't know what would happend if you died fighting Malak."

"Thing is Carth, I thought I might die in that battle," Seidra replied. "I didn't expect to survive the whole thing."

"But You did," Carth said, as he held her close. "You did survive it."

"In that case, Let's wait and find out what happens, won't we?" Seidra smiled, and then kissed him on the lips.

Carth took her by the hand and they headed for the bunk room.


                                             The End